February 2012
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laylaface asked: Hope you feel ok lovely, everyone gets poopy days just think of all the good work you're doing at the gym! It all makes a difference and you might be gathering muscle which will then burn off fat quicker, I think! Just carry on with what your doing in the gym its all beneficial as long as you don't tire yourself out too much! :) xxx
having a fat & ugly day.
my hair is wrong,
my face is wrong,
my skin is wrong,
my weight is wrong,
my clothes are wrong.
I feel rank & look rank.
no matter what I do I can’t lose weight & now I have a lot of uni work which is not letting me work as hard as I want in the gym because I’m knackered.
by august I was to be atleast a size 12, a decent size.
fuck I hate myself today.
back to uni this evening.
think I’ll go through my mams kitchen cupboards & steal some food (muahaha) well, I need to save now seen as I’m going awayyyyyy!
dead excited.
the weather earlier was making me excited tooooo, but now it’s grey.
I’ve got 27weeks to lose a stone & a half before I go away with Tom.
it’s got to be doable?
back to the gym Tuesday then!
Menorca 2012!!
yes, we’ve booked it!
myself & Tom are off on our 1st holiday together :) so excited!
I really need to up my ways in weight loss now, half a stone down though! (not that I look any different, intact I feel fatter)
so, going to France in august with my family & then Menorca in September with my lovely boyfriend :) happy!
think it’s time for side fringe seen as my full fringe is too long, going to look like an emo until I get it chopped, fun times.
I am back in Neath for the weekend, going to go to the cinema with Tom tonight & then tomorrow morning look for a holiday before he goes to work :)
then I plan on doing some uni work around the match times ha.
quite a chilled weekend.
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I need to do work but I really don't give a shit...
I feel like shit because of this illness & uni can go fuck itself right now. Going to do some work, print it out & go in the shower I think. I don’t want to get up tomorrow for uni but atleast I’m going home for the weekend. I don’t want Monday to arrive either, contextual studies followed by professional studies.. someone shoot me?
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I think I'm dying.
I feel so ill, aching from head to toe, bad head & my temperature is going nuts. I feel like shit.
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Dying.
I’ve been up most of the night ill. Fucking hate being ill. Missed my lecture too because I finally went to sleep, fail. So, to make up for missing it I am going to do some sketchbook work & look up what I’ve missed today. I’m still in pain :(
I really want to go to Australia after uni.
for a few weeks or a few months, so I can travel, take photos & see family.
I want Tom to come too.
I think I am one of the nicest girlfriends ever at this moment in time.
I’m baking a chocolate cake for Tom because he’s unwell.
gold star for me.
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All I want to do is go drive & blast some Queen...
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my day sucks today.
I planned to meet Tom once he finished work so we could go & look for a holiday & then go to the cinema but turns out he didn’t go to work because he has earache which means plans are non existent now.. I hate being bored specially when I’ve planned my day.
so, I stayed in my pjs until half 1, hoovered the down stairs of my mams house & then showered....
the past two days have been awesome.
London was incredible!!
We Will Rock You was amazing! but the bus ride was awful haha. I’m so glad Tom came with me though, we had such a good day together I feel even closer with him if that’s even possible.
today, I went to see my best friend Jess & my god daughter Amelia. can’t get over how much she’s grown in 4weeks! So glad...